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Hello, my name's Adelene and I'm currently 14. I detest jerks and bimbos, yeah. However, I'm exceptionally nice to my bitches.♥

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Hey All.
Sighs, today got back several more papers, Geography, History, Literature and Home Economics. I scored, 67, 75, 51 and 67 respectively. Wtf man. I passed Maths, and this is what I get?! I neglected so many subjects because I concentrated on my Maths. This is just not fair, I wished I failed Maths and scored better for the others. Even though I didn't fail any subjects so far, my result's far worse compared to last year. Just what went wrong? I guess its due to MSN. sighs, I've learnt my lesson alr, I'm not gonna use com again when I'm having exams. I really wish I can go E3/3 next year man. Oh yeah, I didn;t get A for art, perhaps a C6 I guess. Sighs. I only got a low A1. One only, for History. Gosh, at this rate, I'll be in the pits. I;m super upset now. Guess studying isn't my forte, no matter how hard I try, I'll never catch up with the others. Guess I was born stupid. Whats the point of passing my Maths when all other subjects went down? I used to have at least 3As, now I only got 1, and its not even Chinese. So, next year I;ll probably go Normal Acad, drop out of HigherMotherTongue, and fail everything. I really hate myself. With results like this, I feel like shit. Seeing my other friends scoring way higher than me, I feel so inferior to them. Okay, I;m getting back my Science and Art tomorrow. Mrs Ang said that there were failures, its gonna be me. I fail practically everything. Sighs. How did I end up like this? Okay, my goal is to be Top 100 in level. Maybe I can;t, it just seem like such a ridiculous dream, I should probably stop dreaming. Some things are impossible, for me, getting into E3/3 is impossible now. Had a talk with Mrs Tan during Home Econs, she said I was a spoilt brat, yeah, I agree. She said I was lazy, I was supposed to score better and all those crap. I never feel so bad after getting my results before, last time was like, ohmygod, I passed, heng arhs. Now is, Wtf, I scored like that?! I don't know why, I just seem to think like that nowadays. Music was cool, the only period that I cheered up today, watched Moulin Rouge, its cool, about some revolution back in the 1900s. It was cool. Went to SP to eat after school today with Michelle, Samuel, Cheeyong, Feroz and Jason. Jason and Feroz came back school to collect their Graduation Testimonials, then we went for lunch. Jason was irritating during lunch, taking my food and he drank finish my pepsi, with my straw! =.= Yucks. Went back school for awhile and went home with Jason and Feroz. Jason never fails to irritate or digusts me, even though we hadn't met in such a long time. Yeah, I miss those happy moments where I didn't give a damn about school, results, much less, "Future". Now, I know what I want alr, E3/3.

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